Last night I reffed 2 games then suck it up and went to the gym after. Yup. I pushed myself, I know that the only way I am going to see the results I want is if I do this. I HAVE to. Yeah, I was tired. And yeah, it was not fun, but I did it. I think if I can just push through right now it will be fun again, I will make it fun again. I will.
Elizabeth Gilbert wrote that she is better with less on her plate. Maybe I am too. Right now my plate feels so full, a scramble to make it. A sick boy, planning for a vacation, packing for said vacation, household duties, work, trying not to get pink eye through it all.... I am going to relax on my vacation and hit the gym hard when I get back. I am rewarding myself with this vacation so to speak. Right now my focus needs to be on getting everything together, spending some time with my family, and figuring out how I can leave for 10 days and not leave everything in chaos. I am better with less on my plate.
I did, however, ref tonight and then swim for an hour. I feel pretty good! Tired, but good. Steps. But I am exhausted, so good night. Keep taking steps.
Inside all of us is HOPE.
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